We must be honest with ourselves. If we don't want something, if it makes us tired mentally, we should change the way. Because something's wrong and we're tired of saying: "Oh shit here we go fucking again." Are we poisoning ourselves to the world by thinking, saying: "I'm going to do this fucking, shitty thing again?" Our motivation drops and we run out of energy. We must change this path and strive to choose a new even more meaningful path. I will continue this old path for a while and then do my best to create a new path, I must. Meaning is more important than anything else. Especially if something is going terribly wrong.
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